Seashells at the Shores of Gaza. Testimonies and Memories from a Shattered Land

  • A rare account from inside Gaza
  • A challenge to political orthodoxies



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“I criticize Hamas. I criticize Israel. Sometimes I feel like the loneliest Palestinian in the world.” — Hamza Howidy

Raised in Gaza amidst religious extremism and indoctrination, Hamza Howidy’s yearning for freedom put him on a collision course with Hamas. In 2019, he joined protests against their rule and paid the price: imprisonment, torture, and forced exile.

Now 27, he is a vital voice from the Palestinian exile community, refusing to be co-opted in a world defined by polarization. His story defies easy labels, chronicling a journey from indoctrinated youth to a peace activist who mourns victims on all sides. By courageously condemning the violence and corruption of Hamas while also challenging Israeli attacks on civilians, he champions empathy as an act of resistance.

His memoir, Seashells at the Shores of Gaza, serves as a powerful bridge. It is a rare testament to the cost of speaking truth to power that forces readers to confront the complex humanity behind the headlines and offers an urgent plea for a democratic, peaceful future.


"A nuanced and truly rewarding read that presents this topic in a completely different light to how it is usually portrayed." - WDR Westart lesen, Christoph Ohrem

"A book you simply must read to understand Gaza." - haGalil, Andrea Livnat

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  • Publisher: S. FISCHER
  • Release: 29.04.2026
  • ISBN: 978-3-10-397768-4
  • 240 Pages
  • Author: Hamza Abu Howidy
  • Contributed by: Judith Poppe
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Hamza Abu Howidy

Hamza Howidy , born in Gaza in 1997, is a Palestinian journalist and activist living in exile in Germany. An early participant of the "We Want to Live" protest movement, he was arrested and tortured multiple times before fleeing to Germany in 2023. He is now a freelance writer and commentator, known for his non-violent, pragmatic approach to the Israeli-Palestinian conflict, criticizing both Hamas and the Israeli occupation. His work has appeared in Newsweek, Times of Israel, AsiaNews, taz, and he has spoken at the German parliament and various conferences.